I awoke from a dream so vivid, it stirred my heart in ways that are still resonating with me. In this dream, I found myself aboard a ship, moving steadily on top of a giant tsunami toward its inevitable fall down the abyss—a force of nature so overwhelming that it has long been a symbol of my deepest fear, remnants of Atlantis past life experience.

My husband Patrice was by my side, as he always is, his hand in mine. The journey ahead seemed destined for destruction and appeared to be of no return.

Yet despite the looming waves, I felt no fear. Instead, I was filled with love, clarity, and peace.

The details of the dream were striking: I wore a lifejacket because I was considered both a woman and elderly—an amusing thought, given how often I challenge the idea of age as a limiting factor. Patrice, however, did not have a lifejacket.

As the fall surged closer, I noticed a young man without protection, so I instinctively removed my lifejacket and handed it to him saying, "You have a life ahead of you with the Grace of God. I have had a good life, and I wish to end it with the love of my life."

Still, I felt no anxiety. In that moment, there was no sorrow, no regret, no panic—just the feeling of deep fulfillment and peace. I had confronted one of my greatest fears—being overwhelmed by the vastness of the tsunami, a symbol that has always carried echoes of Atlantis and devastation.

Yet here I was, standing in the face of it, not as a victim, but as someone fully at peace with her destiny.

A that moment, it became clear to me: my fear of the tsunami—this overwhelming force—was not really about fear at all. It was about love. Love for my husband, Patrice, and the extraordinary life we’ve shared. Love for the journey we’ve walked together, and the feeling of deep fulfillment from having lived fully, aligned with my soul’s purpose. There was no regret, no sense of loss. Only peace.

What was this dream really about? At its core, it was not about loss or fear, but about LOVE and COURAGE. It was a reminder that we can live fully, even in the face of life’s most daunting challenges, knowing that our purpose has already been fulfilled. I stood there, content and at peace, knowing that I had lived a life worth living, and now I could release it without fear.

This dream speaks to a universal truth—how often do we fear the overwhelming forces that loom ahead, whether they take the form of external events or inner turmoil? The tsunami may represent those inevitable moments of profound change that we cannot control: the loss of loved ones, the shifting tides of our personal lives, or the unseen challenges that take us by surprise.

Yet, even as the wave rises, we are reminded of our inner strength, the love that carries us through, and the peace that comes when we embrace the present moment.

My decision to give away my lifejacket in the dream was not one of self-sacrifice, but one of understanding that life is about cycles—passing on what we’ve received to others who still have their journeys ahead. The young man represented the future, full of potential and possibilities. I, on the other hand, had experienced the richness of my journey, and was ready to face the unknown with my heart at ease.

We are all on this ship, heading toward unknown waters at various points in our lives. The fear of a metaphorical tsunami—be it failure, loss, or uncertainty—can be paralyzing. But if we trust in the love we carry within us, and accept the course of life with grace, we find ourselves empowered to navigate even the most turbulent seas.

In the end, the lesson is simple: fear dissolves when we realize that we have lived in alignment with our truth and purpose. 

We are here to love, to give, and to receive. And when our time comes to face the unknown, whether it be through a towering wave or something else entirely, we can meet it with courage, knowing we’ve already fulfilled our destiny.

Even the fear of the greatest tsunami cannot shake the peace of a heart that is ready to receive the gifts of each moment, just as it is.

At its heart, this dream revealed a truth that extends far beyond my personal story. It is a story about love—the kind of love that transcends fear, time, and circumstance. For me, love takes shape in my relationship with Patrice, the partner who has been my anchor through life’s storms. Together, we’ve built a life that honors our souls’ journeys, one where purpose and meaning are woven into the fabric of our everyday existence.

But this love—this deep, unconditional love—is not just about a romantic partnership. It’s a love that belongs to everyone. Whether it’s the love you feel for a spouse, a child, a dear friend, or even a beloved pet, love is what gives our lives meaning. It’s the cause or mission that sets your soul on fire, the passion for a purpose that drives you to create, to serve, to give. This love is the reason we can face life’s tsunamis with courage. It reminds us that we are part of something larger than ourselves.

In the dream, as I handed my lifejacket to the young man, I was passing on the gift of life—one that had been richly lived in love. He represented the future, full of hope and promise, while I stood with the fullness of my past and present, deeply fulfilled. I was not afraid to let go because I had lived my purpose, and that purpose was rooted in love: love for my partner, love for the work I do, and love for the people whose lives I’ve touched.

For each of us, this love may look different. It could be the passion for a cause that drives you to get up every morning, a mission that fulfills your soul’s calling. It might be the devotion you feel for a family member or the unconditional companionship of a pet. Wherever this love is directed, it becomes the anchor that allows you to face your own challenges—your own “tsunamis”—with a sense of peace and clarity.

Love gives us the strength to navigate life’s storms, not because it shields us from pain or loss, but because it gives those moments meaning. Even in the face of something as daunting as a tsunami, love reminds us that we have already lived well, and we can continue to give. It is through love that we pass on our gifts to others, and through love that we face the unknown with open hearts.

So, the dream was not really about the fear of drowning or being overwhelmed by a wave larger than life. It was about recognizing that when we are anchored in love—whether it’s the love of a person, a purpose, or a passion—we are already living fully. We are at peace with who we are and the lives we’ve lived, ready to face whatever comes next with grace and courage.

The truth is, no matter what form love takes in your life, it has the power to transcend even the greatest fear. In love, we find our peace. In love, we find the courage to let go, knowing we’ve lived in alignment with our deepest truths. And in love, we face the tsunamis of life, not with fear, but with open hearts, ready to receive whatever the next wave brings. 

Love, Peace & Gratitude,

Fabienne